I recently had a falling out with my friends (in may). We all lived together but they became pretty hostile at home so I moved out quickly and now live on my own. I've never lived on my own before and I'm so lonely. There's no one here when I come home so I avoid going home as much as possible. So I decided to start dating again.

Met a guy we seemed to click really well. He's spent some nights at mine and I spent a night at his. He asked to meet my friend from work to play board games. I made a semi joke about how she would love that so she could interrogate him. He took it bad said he didn't like that, that he might want to hold off meeting her. He also said he had no bad or negative feelings towards me. That was Monday night. It's now Friday night and I have not heard from him since. I texted him on Wednesday and still no response.

So now I'm here laying in bed sobbing because I'm so lonely and I feel like no one is ever going to love me. I don't really have any friends except for at work. I have no family near me. Maybe I have a bad personality or maybe I'm just unloveable but I just want someone to care about me.

Sorry for the rant I just needed to get it off my chest and if I told my mum she would tell me to move home.