He tells me he’s going to shower, which eventually he does but I found out the reason he stays in there so long is because he watches porn. Like….really? He got in at 7pm and just now got out. He watches porn everyday. This hurts my feelings and makes me feel like I’m not good enough because it’s an everyday thing and gets in the way of our sex life. I’ve talked to him about it and he always tells me “I don’t watch it only like twice a month” or “that doesn’t turn me on, it’s fake”

he has never came with me. the only two times he came during sex he told me he couldn’t and had to watch a video to get off. I’m so tired and I feel so ugly