Trying to count my blessings

Bonnie • Been a single mom for 14 years then fate decided to put a wonderful fella in our lives. Life`s got quite the curveball.
It's hard to see the light when it feels like the world is pushing down a steep cliff. 
My job as a live in caregiver for the last three years has come to its natural conclusion which means I'm not only jobless but in need of a place to live as well. The us side is my boss has been patient and not rushing me out the door. 
My income has dropped steeply of course and even with a combined income I am just not seeing how we can afford rent. 
I am terrified, everything is up in the air, and here comes christmas. It's been a struggle just to be able to have a nice moment during this pregnancy and I can't seem to really enjoy my favorite time of year. 
I am healthy, my family is healthy, my baby is healthy and there is food and shelter for all of us. I am grateful and I'm sure we'll get through this just very hard to see the light right now.