I feel like I've been strong for to long... I can just feel my next break down coming... I've been alone during this whole pregnancy...I don't know how the father, the one who created my beautiful little girl growing inside me, could want nothing to do with her... He never went to any of her appointments... Nothing :( yet he still wants to be there at the delivery.  im 28 weeks, she'll be here in just a few weeks.. My heart is sad.. But I know if I am just patient everything will be okay.. Prayers please.