I feel bad for even typing this

I have the best family support and have been suffering severe anxiety throughout my pregnancy and post birth

I have a four month old son and I don’t leave the house much which I know isn’t healthy but suits me fine

My family is here most days and sometimes my dad just shows up

They do it to help but I feel like I want two weeks alone and I don’t know why

I feel guilty as lots of families are divided from covid snd I should be grateful I have them but I really just want to be alone with my baby and husband

I really don’t know how to do this without hurting their feelings