Just need to vent a little bit:

So, we have spent the majority of my sons life in quarantine. This past summer I started getting really upset because he never goes anywhere. So we have started going outdoor places like parks and such. He comes to the grocery store with me & things like that, but only when we have to. Today there was a festival going on downtown. My work (I work at a hospital) was going to have a little tent set up and my coworker told me I should bring my son out because there were going to be things for the kids & such. So we went and there were a lot more people than I expected 🙁 we only stayed about an hour and we tried to stay away from people the best we could, but it was unavoidable for the most part. So now I’m sitting at home with the WORST mom guilt because I’m terrified my son is going to get sick. I hate that it has to be this way 😭 like I can’t even take my son out to do something fun without feeling selfish and all this guilt. Like I’m sitting here with my stomach turning thinking about how we should’ve have even went. I waited years to have my son and now that he’s finally here and at the age I can take him to do things I feel extreme guilt when I do.

Please tell me I’m not the only one? 😭