I don’t really know who to turn to because I’ve just been so distant and I’m just tired and down , I’m 19 years old and pregnant . When I found out I was pregnant I cried because I really didn’t expect it , I’ve been on birth control for a long time and when I started feeling sick pregnancy was the last thing that crossed my mind but I held it in and kept the baby when everyone around me told me to abort it . It says I have 7 weeks left and I’m struggling now more than ever because I know I have to do this alone , the father of my child has a girlfriend and it’s been nothing but hell I have enjoyed nothing about this pregnancy and now it’s getting to the end I’m having thoughts that I don’t really want to have :( it’s hard and I just wanted to let it out