I’m so hurt and humiliated

I got back together with my ex and we were going to give it a real shot. He treated me so good and then when we had sex he pulled away. I tried to ignore it and we had sex one more time. Then I knew something was wrong and he tried to say we are just too different. He says he’s so sorry and that he wasn’t trying to get me in bed. Idk what to believe all I know is I am heart broken and can’t stop thinking about him and everything we went through. I am definitely feeling the song driver’s license on a whole new level that’s for sure. 🥺 I just don’t know how to move on and I feel like I won’t find anyone like him again. He was supper good to me before the sex and the sex was amazing I thought we really connected emotionally. Again so humiliated. 😔