So I made a post earlier about my husbands father passing away last night, well now I’m sitting here thinking and I just realized now that he’s gone I have no one to watch my kids when I go into labor because he was always the one to watch my kids I’m due with my 5th in early October, I have no other family or friends due to pretty much all family that I was close to have passed away. I want my husband with me but it seems like I’ll have to give birth alone since he will most likely have to stay home with our 4 other kids 😭 I’m so nervous and scared idk what to do. I can’t do this without my husband but it doesn’t seem like I have a choice now.