Thought I’d share my story since I honestly think about it a lot. I was 16 and the guy was 20. I thought it would be better to get it over with until he started getting touchy. I never told him no but he’d also given me a few beers the same night and it ended up happening. I feel kind of guilty I let something like that happen but I did it to myself I feel. People say it was a form of rape but I don’t think it was if I didn’t say no? I’m not sure if it’s me in denial or what…we never saw each other again and he told friends that I went to school with. Sucky first time I guess.