I thought it was going to be negative for sure but to my surprise BFP


I’m kind of excited and kind of sad only because me and my SO of 10 years have a 2 year old son and we have been trying for another one for the last 8 months and they always came back negative. And of course when I find out my SO was having an affair with someone from work who knew all about me and didn’t care. I forgave him but it’s still been putting a toll on me mentally and feeling super insecure but of course when I gave up trying and stopped logging and tracking it happens. Deep down I’m super happy but at the same time I’m scared of looking really stupid for letting this happen and being judged by my family and friends. Anyways going to try to stay as positive as I can for the next 9 months.