Anyone else have it like this? Been ttc for 8 months now. Our first child came on the first try so I wasn’t prepared for how long it would take the 2nd time. I have irregular cycles ranging from 38 to 52 days so I have no clue where I am right now. I don’t know when I should test or expect AF. It feels like there is no point testing cause it would be a waste. Idk the whole pregnancy thing just turned into something negative and painful. We have sex because we have to, the spark and excitement is gone.

And now I am so tired and lightheaded, my sense of smell is annoying af, slightly nauseous but it’s not the first cycle this happens. It all just feels pointless