8dpo discouraged

I was hoping this would be my month but i dont feel like it will be. I feel so discouraged 🥺i have no symptoms. I ovulated 9 days ago. I should have a faint line by now. I did with my last pregnancy at 8 dpo i had a faint like. That one ended ina miscarriage. Im soo bummed. Took a test this am it was negative.