Defeated in every direction

I made a post the other day about my boyfriend and I, about our relationship and how his mother despises me, his troubles, and how I feel the little things are gone with him. If you saw that post well this post is going to be a little similar. I know yall are probably thinking yo this girl is stupid... venting helps and I guess advice and reassurance is the only reason I really post every once in awhile. My boyfriend was at work earlier, the restaurant itself was closed but you know they have to clean up and all that. I knew it was around time for him to get off at that point so I texted him all excited to call me when he could because I thought I had figured out the perfect time and perfect plan to finally see him after almost 2 weeks. On top of that i won't be able to see him until the 15th because I'm going out of town next Wednesday/Thursday. Well he calls me and I'm just about to bust of excitement and I ask him if he wants to see each other tomorrow after I get off work (he has tomorrow and Friday off BUT he's with his father this weekend and he rarely sees him so I told him that I didn't want to get together so him and his dad could have that time). He tells me he wishes he could but he has football workouts in the morning and then he's going to go ball with the bois and then go see his dad around 6. We could see each other after he's done hanging out with his bois but I know its a lot of stress and pressure on him so thats out of the bag and so is this weekend. I'm not upset that he's hanging out with his friends instead of me because he rarely sees them or me and he's actually going out and doing something fun for himself, it just feels like no matter what I do, what I say, what I try to plan, I fail. I feel defeated in every direction. After a few minutes of neither of us saying anything I told him I was going to go and take a minute, not because I was mad just because I was/am upset and in that moment I didn't feel that I had the strength to carry on. He told me he was always here for me but sometimes I just feel alone. As mentioned earlier if you saw my other post, he's stopped doing all the little things that just ment everything to me and I told him about it, he got upset and all he said was "do you understand my pov" and never said anything else about it. Do I just drop it and wait for him to ask about seeing each other? Do I confront him again? What do I do anymore because I just feel broken.