Today is my birthday and all I wanted was to spend time with my husband once he got home he’s been on call this whole week didn’t get any calls but today when it’s my birthday so it just sucks I’m literally just sitting here crying and sad. This is also my cousins 1 year since he passed away on my birthday last year and my husbands father passed away 10 days ago I feel like my birthday is just surrounded by death and nothing ever going my way.