"Friends"

Anyone else out there feel like they're never good enough for their friends. Like you always care more about your friends than they do you? Or when you think you're someone's best friend but you're not. It just seems its never reciprocated the same way and you are always left feeling alone. I have friends. But none of them ever think of me the way I think of them. I dont think there is anything wrong with me. I know I'm a good friend. But I dont always do the typical things. Many do.tiktok.. I dont make posts about other people all the time or even who I hang out with on social media. Maybe because I'm different i dont fit the best friend position. Either way am I the only one feeling alone in the friend department?