Guilt

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Please don't call me a slut and all those other horrible derogatory terms for what I am about to say :/
I have knows my boyfriend for about 6 months now, and we have been together for almost 3. He was my 'rock' during my last relationship (which was highly abusive). I love him so so much, and I know he loves me even more! People say that we are cute together etc, and I do agree, but I keep getting 'urges'. For example, I am bisexual, but I've only ever dated one girl. I'm only 16, and I want to experiment more. My boyfriend and I are in it for the 'long haul' as they say, but I feel too trapped too soon. I spoke to him about it and he just got mad at me. He gets very jealous if I even mention another persons name - I can't even have celebrity crushes!!! The feeling makes me more determined to want to do other stuff with other people. I'd never cheat on him, but I just feel like I want to! No matter what I say to him, he doesn't listen and he gets mad. I dont know what to do :/