Hi first time being pregnant. And I'm scared. This definetly wasn't planned the father doesn't want another child. He has 2 other children with 2 other woman. But I deserve to have a child and I am against abortion. I would never be able to go through with adoption. I just don't know what to do. I don't want my child to grow up thinking his/her father didn't want him/her. I don't want to do this alone.