Help, hurts to pee because of toy!

Emma

Ok... So I am addicted to masturbation mostly because I am always so close to orgasming but it stops and it only happens when I am a bit rough and fast, well now I am pretty much injured and it hurts to pee. Is there any cream or something that will soothe and heal it? Maybe prevent it from happening again? Also maybe something that makes it easier to orgasm too? I also take Wellbutrin which makes sex drives low but I got put on new meds (still taking it) and it's WAAAAY high now.... Anyways, I am getting a new toy because my hand is hurting with this one my hand coordination stops working after awhile, this new one has a handle