My ex bf left our house 5 mo ago and idk I feel like days are flying by and I’m just repeating the same day nothing is progressing forward. I’ve healed a lot since him leaving but fucccck!!! I’ve been looking for a new car... nothing.. I’ve been looking for jobs... nothing.. I feel so stagnant and just tired... it makes me want him to come home even tho I know we’re toxic together but nothing is happening in my life.. I feel very stuck!!