So I came home from school with a decent amount of money. But most of it went to doctors appointments & Xrays and MRI’s & let’s not forget the $30 Uber one way, & I went like 4 times (I had to go to that particular doctors office because because of course we have the cheapest insurance on the planet and that’s where it’s accepted at. I come home looking for jobs. Going to job interviews I literally had 4 and because I’m only here for the summer no wants to hire him. But McDonald’s decided to hire me and I appreciate God for this because although I’m trying to go that job while verbally abused by customers because your not trained at McDonald’s your just put somewhere and hope you learn. I lose more money Ubering there than I actually make at McDonald’s. And I love God for that because even though I’m working I’m losing money❤️. I just wanna thank him because if knew better I would’ve been better off sitting at home filling for in unemployment…

I LITERALLY SPENT MY ENTIRE SUMMER LOOKING FOR MONEY AND STILL CANT FIND IT. I make $9.50 at McDonald’s my ubers $16-20 one way and I work 4 days a week. I literally make $300 checks for two weeks of work and lose 128-160 just trying get there& IM NOT LOOKING FOR FREE MONEY IM LOOKING A JOB THAT HAS DECENT PAY.

I just give up. I rather die maybe that’ll be the one prayer god might actually answer

I literally just want to go back to school and look decent like everyone else but I guess God saw if fit for everyone else except me. This morning I had $11 in my account only because my mom put money on my account .

I personally don’t think I’m bad with money but I do have

-a monthly $300 bill (that’s literally my whole check, but God saw if it fit)

-$58 phone bill

-credit card bill (because you know I’m broke asf)

All my life I was always the broke friend with no talent or passion so I do believe I am better off dead.

I literally have $11 in my account and school starts in two will and I have nothing… well dang i can’t look cute but can I Atleast pay for my luggage at the airport.. that’s already $100 (200 of my check is gone) let’s not forget the Uber to the airport ($30) and Uber to campus (30). Let’s not forget school samples and living essentials

So I JUST WANNA BRAG ON THE LORD HE IS GOOD AND FAITHFUL TO THOSE HE CARES ABOUT. Obviously I’m not one if them

Morally of the story I spend more going to work than I do at work❤️❤️❤️❤️ God is good right?

***pls kill me*****