I need advice

I'm not sure if the pictures are uploaded in order but, I need advice. I love him and I don't want to lose him. This is my post from a week ago. I'm just tired of the disrespect. He knows I have a mental illness and some days aren't good. I feel like he always holds it against me. Like I'm not allowed to have bad days. We're both flawed but I know he loves me. Honestly he has done a lot for me but these types of situations happen all the time with us and I'm so tired of it. Idk. I'm torn.