Do you ever want to SCREAM?

Do you ever want to scream at people? I have had 11 miscarriages and want to scream it in peoples faces. People who have asked if we are trying, people who ask why we dont have more, people who just look at us and say why cant you have kids? I have a daughter from my late passed spouse so why couldnt i have more with this spouse? I am so sick of people, people who are horrible and can continue to procreate! Im mad if you cant tell and its hard, i dont have thousands of dollars to have a surrogate or adoption. Those are probably my fault as well but what can you do now. Sorry for the anger and thx for the vent, i apologize for offending anyone.