Pre-natal depression

My baby is the only thing keeping me going. I adore her and can’t wait to meet her.

My ex is busy partying 3/4 times a week (he’s 10 years my senior at the age of 35) and despite ‘committing to co-parenting’ is yet to contribute to the preparation of her arrival (in 6 weeks)

I miss him so much and I desperately need and crave his support and affection as I’m carrying his child.

I just don’t know how I can spend yet another night alone feeling like this. I honestly feel so broken and lost even though the best thing is just around the corner.

I am constantly crying, 80% of time in bed except for appointments and just generally not coping.

(I am awaiting prenatal mental health support but my initial appointment is over a month away as I’m UK based and MH services are so stretched. I’ll have probably had baby by the time the support is in place).