I Hate My Body

For a couple of years I’ve been dealing with bladder problems. I have a constant pressure in my lower abdomen and I always feel like I have to pee. I’ve gone to so many drs, done test, tried out multiple medications just for them to tell me it’s “painful bladder syndrome”. For some reason that diagnosis just doesn’t sit right with me and feels like a cop out because they don’t know what’s wrong. I’m so tired of crying myself to sleep every night and I just wish this personal hell would end.. rant over