Didn’t realize infertility can make you go crazy!

I feel like I’m absolutely going crazy I just went to the store bought 3 test and used all of them before I knew it.

Searching for a line.. maybe it’s too early 9 dpo.. temps already dropping like AF is around the corner , I feel so down..

5 years trying to conceive our first child, years of going to different fertility doctors and tons of test just to hear it’s unexplained infertility.

Looking at our bank accounts trying to figure out how we can afford fertility treatments, this is so stressful and definitely not healthy..

I’m tired of hearing just relax and it will happen, or go on vacations and it will happen, or take a break, I’m tired of friends pregnancy announcement and going to baby showers wishing it was mine, tired of seeing friends that don’t want kids and it happens for them by accidentally getting drunk and one night stands. I feel so heartbroken 💔 😭