Just want to vent

This is only our second month trying but I feel so deflated and defeated with yet another failed month, and negative tests. AF due in 3 days, I don’t feel pregnant at all anymore (I did a few days ago)

I have absolutely no positive outlook or hope that it’ll happen next month too, I have a 3 year old son almost and really want to fall pregnant before his 3rd birthday but it doesn’t seem it’ll be that easy :(

Anyone else in a similar situation?