so much has happen and i really wanna kill myself i’m so tired and can’t do it anymore the guy that i started to catch feelings ended up dumping me .. he took me on a date and to his house and we had sex i feel used now that he left . then the other guy who i had a lot of sex with we finally cut ties yesterday last night we would have so much sex and he would nut in me and all but he was disrespectful like he would lie and he would cheat on his gfs with me both of his exes hate me , this man has gotten me pregnant and all i ended up having a miscarriage… my life is all over the place and i feel alone and i don’t know who i am anymore it’s like i’m giving my body away and not respecting myself …. i have family issues and it’s like nobody is seeing that i’m crying for help . my period is 12 days late i’m so emotional and i’m ready to give up . school is stressful and imma senior i have no money no car no job just nothing