Am I crazy?!

Hey y’all! This is long but I’m literally so confused and going crazy!

Backstory. My period is always on time. I have a strict 25 day cycle. Always heavy starting out and slows as the week goes on.

I am TTC via home insemination.

I have taken a bazillion hpt and all negative.

My period was due today.

I had some cramping on days 10&11 DPO.

Had some spotting when I wiped today but nothing else (literally the lightest shade of pink).

Am I out?! I was convinced it was the month for me and now it’s like my body is just throwing me a curveball to be mean 😂

(I was hoping the cramping was implantation and today was implantation bleeding. But never heard of anyone having implantation bleeding the day of their period)