Miscarriage😔💔🌈

I had a miscarriage in March of 2020 I didn’t find out until the day before I miscarried around the end of the month. On March 18th I got my wisdom teeth out and had been taking pain killers and other medications without knowing I was pregnant. I found out on March 24th & miscarried on March 25th. I hate to feel so stupid and just realize this now😣. I feel like it was all my fault for not knowing😞

I was scared to tell my bf at the time right away so I was waiting until a couple days later when we had a date planned but with me miscarrying the next day I told him and he yelled at me saying it was my fault because I ate unhealthy and was too fat. (Yes I ate fast food quite a bit but still only a few times a week & I was actually 130, he was very abusive) it just made it so much worse because I didn’t have anyone to talk to about it.

He is the bio father of my little girl that I have now (sadly) hasn’t bought her anything hardly ever sees her &hasn’t pay to be on the birth certificate (and I’m fine if he never does) my husband has taken her in as his own and treats her amazing. She’s only 7 months I’m 18 right now.