what does this mean ?

some background: i made a post awhile back about how my boyfriend is gone and i’m home alone with our baby so he told his friend to come over once a day to check on me and do stuff around the house. my boyfriend is emotionally neglectful which lead me to believe i might have a crush on his friend (that i ofc would NEVER EVER act on).

i took your guys advice and talked to my boyfriend again about how him not wanting to communicate was effective me. this time when he tried brushing me off, i put my foot down and said i didn’t want to wait to have the conversation anymore. long story short, he now thinks i’m not thankful for everything he’s done for our family so far (he’s bought our house, our new suv, he allows me to be a SAHM, i truly never have to want for any materialistic item, and he’s also a really great dad to our boy).. it really hurt my feelings especially because i’m so grateful for everything he’s done and i try so hard to show him i care and make him feel appreciated- tbh it was our first ever argument..

anyways, when his best friend came over (who i now try to keep our conversations short with bc i don’t want to disrespect my boyfriend, especially because i don’t know if my crush is real or not anymore) he asked me what was wrong. i ended up venting a little bit to him.. i know it was so wrong but i have no one else to talk to and he was there being really nice to me. he promised he wouldn’t say anything to my bf, “he knows how he is sometimes” and told me i’m just as much his friend as my boyfriend is. i said thank for listening to me and he asked why i didn’t have anyone else to talk to. i told him bc my bf didn’t like any of my friends bc they were mainly guys i grew up with. he then said “i kinda agree, men and women will never be just friends” and then he left a few minutes later.

now i feel even WORSE. bc if he called me his friend and then said “men and women can never be just friends” is that him trying to tell me something ?? should i tell my boyfriend ? i’m so anxious i don’t know why i feel so guilty bc literally NOTHING has happened and today was our most “serious” conversation. i know this has to be my secret but my stomach is in knots bc i feel like my bf is going to think i’m emotionally cheating even if these conversations are the only ones that happen and nothing more.