lol rn im working on myself , trying to do better Bc of shit my ex put me through I got rid of his stuff and accepted things are over he blocked me for cursing him out at three a.m ,he cheated on me with one of my close friends for some reason , I still feel his energy and im starting to miss him and think about makeup sex and like how much I missed him , we had a great emotional connection he was the first dude I’ve ever really sorta trusted , like when I say I was inlove with him , I was inlove with him like tattoo my name on his pussy kinda love , he was so selfish I would listen to him rant about his issues the minute I ranted about mines he said “don’t take it out on me.” Which im not , it jus sucks Bc he was the first dude I trusted with my body he kinda sent me into mania idk why I miss him,:/