Disheartened reality

Today was our follow up meeting with our IVF doctor. He told me I'm ovulating regularly and my hormone levels are normal. However, I'm not producing enough follicles. He said my count was around 6. He then went ahead and said those 3 letters I didn't want to hear.....IVF. We're going to need IVF in order to have a baby it seems. 😨😢😟 Ladies, I cried all afternoon and had to get more blood drawn and had my uterus measured for the procedure that would happen one day. Nothing has been decided, but come January, we're going to meet with finical advisors to discuss our options. Never would I have imagined our TTC journey would have come to this. I'm numb. Tired. I feel deflated as a woman desperately trying to have a baby. And I can't do it naturally. 😔