This was maybe my last baby

Kait

Anyone else here possibly have their May baby be their last baby?? My husband and i had our kids close together (18 months) and we are both young (I’m 27 and hes 28) and after these last 4 months we have been really thinking this may be it but we aren’t sure. Part of me is ok with it but the other part of me is sad I’ll never see another positive pregnancy test or feel kicks again. These last 4 months have been so rough but yet i keep wondering if i should be grieving or maybe we will have another?? Can anyone else relate?