Feeling Down

Vanessa Bottecellis • Pregnant with our second baby..!!
I honestly don't mean to be a negative nancy but I suffer from Depression and PTSD (thanks Army) but I dreamt I had a little girl. Ever since that dream I've wanted and prayed to be pregnant. The only thing I have experienced is sore breasts and some mild cramping no spotting and I did feel hot on a very cold morning but I'm sure it was from the nightmare I was having. For the past 3 days I can't even find a way to have sex with my husband. He goes to bed early (he works from 5am-3pm) and I can't seem to fall asleep at the same time he does so I stay awake. But shouldn't he try and look for me too? I feel like I'm missing something in my life. We have a beautiful 3 year old son who I wouldn't trade for the world but is growing and is becoming very independent even though he has Autism he manages to do a lot on his own. Maybe I'm just pmsing. I'm currently 5 DPO but I honestly don't feel pregnant. We did the BD on all of my fertile days (according to glow). Just wondering if anyone else feels this way?