Am I wrong for feeling this way?

My boyfriend bought a brand new car. He and I went down to TX and drove it all the way up to NY. He promised over and over that when he got a car we were going to see each other less. Did we? No. We see each other less now. He's always busy with his friends. His friends need rides? He gives them. He and his friends were going to six flags and he picked up each one of them. Anybody call him up as a cab for rides? He goes. He even lends his friends the car for the day.

Do you think he picks me up when we go on dates? No. I take the bus to go meet HIM up. I dont complain about the bus since I'm use to it. But it does hurt he does everything for everybody and not for me.

The other day he remembered he had to take another woman to the airport and completely forgot he was suppose to pick me up that morning to hang out that same morning! I never brought it up or mentioned it again.

I went all the way down south to get it with him. I was the one who went to multiple dealerships, long hours in the dealership, 2-3 long days driving back up while pregnant & extremely nauseous. (I miscarried when we got back) He refused to let me take plane saying "we came together, we leave togethor."

After all I went through with him I'm the one getting the short end? Ungrateful.

Once he told me I had to help him out with gas and I refused. I put over $200 in his car driving back up to NY and it's not even my car. When we reached NY his tank was almost full thanks to me! Do you think he tells his friends to put gas? No. But me? Yes.

All I want is for him to be considerate of me... and I know that's something you don't ask for if it's not given...