Depressed

Kind of feeling a little depressed. Covid pretty much ruined the first date i had for my wedding planned in 2020. Moved it then a hurricane hit and pretty much ruined half of our family and friends to be able to trace so our wedding didn’t turn out as we pretty much had hoped and was expecting. Now we’re expecting our little girl come December and now covids numbers are ruining our chances of a good baby shower for her since this will be our first little girl and we haven’t had a child in over 10 years. I know some people have it worse than I but I just feel I needed to vent a little. stuck in a little depressed state because it’s never ending it seems.