Still sad about c section

I had my baby girl 6 weeks ago and couldn't be happier but I have this sadness about having her via c section. I know it's such a frivolous worry because she is here safe and sound but all my friends have had vaginal births and I feel like I have missed out. I feel like I missed out on the initial bonding moments that they had. My experience is somewhat fogged from the surgery and recovery. It just make me really sad to think that my baby was whisked away from me right after birth, while my friends had beautiful bonding time with their babies Can anyone else relate?