I see everyone on my Facebook who are my age that I went to school with or even younger who I watched grow up having babies and I'm here and still don't have my own little family I've been strong and trying my hardest to be happy for all my friends whom are having babies or on there 3rd or 4th child and I'm like yay for you but deep down I say it must be nice to have a baby when you want....I know I sound selfish but I'm only a couple years shy of 30 I don't want to be 45 or older and finally have my first baby 😢....what's wrong with me