Sometimes it's so hard to keep going seems like trying to conceive is the hardest thing at times. I feel unworthy, disappointed, sad, broken, feel like PCOS has taken so much from me. I find myself looking in the mirror wondering what happened to the vibrant person I once was. God keeps me going on moments I feel so broken and defeated thAt I'm like it's never going to happen.it's hard getting a bfp only to miscarry. God knows my heart and I know I'll receive my blessing I must be patient and have faith I just never knew how hard it would be to do what we're created to do. I just wanted to get this off my chest. I pray anyone that's trying to conceive receives your blessing and hold on because it's coming.