Grieving in pregnancy

Hannah

I have recieved the news my papa who has alzheimers and is sick doesnt have more than a few days left. My husband and i are on the other side of the world with the military and I am 8 weeks and 3 days along. My goal was to give my child the middle name of either my nana or my papa and while he is aware of the news ilI want to give him the ultrasound before he passes. Am i wrong for begging my doctor to give me the ultrasound a week earlier than my appointment so my papa can see my little one? I am having such a hard time with this news as he is the reason i am who i am today.