I don’t shave

Mez • +they/them+ If my name changes it’s just part of my identity crisis🙃

Unless I’m shamed into it-which has happened before and I literally shaved my whole body, bar my head. Which left me in an awkward regrowth period with blackheads/ingrown hairs everywhere. But since I decided I’m not gross for existing naturally, here’s some things I’ve come to realize: my razors are all shit anyway, I have a lot of hair in areas I forgot even grows hair (booty, back, love trail), my parents are very misogynistic and willing call me undesirable in front of anyone, I’m more insecure without body hair but still fear judgement, acne&eczema more visible without hair, exposed underarm&hairless🐱makes me feel like a child which is gross, hair is hot, hairy women are still-&arguably more- sexy, men are kind of standard to have hair and it’s still hot but part of me wants smooth anime boy with decorative tufts because anime has ruined me as an individual, and men really seem to think all women/fem people are constantly clean shaven.