So this post is a little bit of a trigger warning……

I’ve been feeling very off these past few days. Something just doesn’t feel right with me. I’ve been having this anxiety/fear of losing baby. I literally could not function normally yesterday. I didn’t want to do anything, there was nothing anyone could do to cheer me up and I couldn’t even eat. I just have this feeling like something is wrong. I’m still feeling baby girl, but I can’t shake this feeling. I’m so unprepared for her as well. Nothing is set up for baby… the furniture it taking forever to get her so I can’t even wash and put clothing away. I haven’t set up the bassinet or car seat/stroller. I’m starting to really shut down. I don’t have a place of my own. My husband and I are living with my mom right now until we can find a new job and place. I don’t know what to do…. Im getting very overwhelmed with this and all I want to do is hold my baby girl and know she is safe and healthy with me.