Rant post

Karissa • Mommy of a 9 year old little man (6/9/13) , 4 year old little man (9/13/17) and a 5 months baby boy (6/13/22)💙💙 RIP My Angel 9/23/2020👼.

So I have a good amount of time off at work that I need to use before I loose it and so I’ve been talking about going to see my family (mom dad etc) who are all the way on the west coast, and I’m in MA. Wanting to go next month and just surprising them with my kids. My hubby knows about it and I’ve been kinda just bringing it up here and there and his comment was “I’ve never seen someone so Adamant about seeing their family but okay” and that just made me feel some type of way. Like he thinks there is some alternate motive behind it. Idk. But it makes me uncomfortable going knowing he seems to feel some type of way about it. I love my family and love seeing them in general. I only get to see them once a year, sometimes not at all so I take every chance I get. The tickets are cheap right now as well. Just frustrating to feel unsupported about my want to go see them. Like I’m doing something wrong in his eyes. Idk.

Anyways. I’ll be booking tickets for my kids and I but just wish he’d be happy for me. 😒