Any advice needed ...

7 weeks pregnant with twins currently and missing the babies father bad. We didnt date too long prior to getting pregnant but moved really fast which should've been a red flag. We had our little fights and some things to fix but stuff was fine. I stayed the night with him a week ago and wanted to go home at like 3am. His prior childs mother called right before we were going to sleep to like hangout or something with him and the vibe got weird so I just couldn't sleep and wanted to go home. Well he takes me home and we fight the entire way. I get out and he blocks me on everything, days just keep going by and it seems like he doesnt care. I wont embarrass myself showing up at his house or anything like that so I'm just waiting... how do I pass the time to get over him? I'm miserable and just wanted my family we were creating.