Baby girl is 5 days old now , she loves to be under me she can’t sleep without me near. She eats pretty good and is perfectly healthy. I’ve never loved anyone as much as I do her.

Recovering from the c section isn’t easy, everything hurts & sometimes I can’t move fast right to ease her cries… I wish I felt better. I hate the way my body looks pregnancy gave me stretch marks everything and a very dark neck and lots of pimples on my face…. I feel hideous

I wish dad would come home more . But I understand bills have to be paid & baby girl still needs things …. I feel like a single mom I just want help sometimes but I don’t want to ask for a break… I just need a 30 minute nap sometimes…

I haven’t eaten in days even before I went into labor … I’ve been surviving off chips & chocolate. So I guess this is the start of post partum depression.. I never think about hurting Babygirl but sometimes I do want to hurt me .. it’s not that I want to die I just want the pain to end.

Hoping all would get better soon .