Struggling

M. • 👦🏼 👼🏻 👼🏻👼🏻

Struggling after a chemical.

Frustrated that it was just ripped out from under us.

Frustrated that through all the irregularities that come with PCOS, I’m back to the start.

Frustrated that because I’m back at the start, it feels like another waiting game. When will I ovulate again? Will I ovulate again? CD14? CD18? CD21?

Scared to be pregnant again.

Scared for it to happen again.

Scared that pregnancy will never happen again.

Just venting.