Hi ladies

I am about 3-4 weeks pregnant for the first time.

Partner of 6 years is being very supportive for whatever I need and I choose-

But I’m really really not ready to be a mom.

I have an appointment tomorrow morning to receive the termination pills and I am feeling so sick and scared

I feel protective and connected to the little energy inside me, but I can’t fathom having a whole child this stage in my life.

I’m scared it will hurt and I’m scared in general. Feelings of guilt, of grief, anger etc…

Just looking for some support and how some of you have processed through similar situations.