I don't want the same midwife ( she's the only one at that gp ) UK

The midwife is usually the one from the GP . I've had the same midwife for my last two pregnancy . One who had been a stillborn and second thankfully was completely fine just born 6 weeks early .

I've had a lost of issues with that midwife as I messaged her and I didn't hear replies back from her in months . When I had concerns she wasnt helpful. My bereavement midwife had went up and beyond for me and was an angel . Unfortunately she no longer works there but I can't stress how much she made me feel my worries , my concerns were heard and did all she could.

Ive just found out I'm pregnant ( unexpected) but now I'm confused and I really don't want the same midwife . What can I do ? Unfortunately my pregnancies are so complicated and its always seems to be things I can't control.

I'm so confused and even more anxious as I don't want to go with the same midwife . What do I do . Sorry for rambling I just hope you guys can share some insight . I don't hold any grudges but feel uncomfortable being in her care again .