Pornography

My husband and I were laying in bed last night and I asked him if he could search something that we were discussing. I noticed that his Google search history was gone when you click on the bar. I asked him why he was on private browsing and he told me he must have hit it accidentally. He’s had a thing in the past about watching porn and “liking” nude photos of women on Twitter app. I’ve told him I am not comfortable with porn in our marriage and he knows that.

I told him please tell me truthfully if you were watching porn. He didn’t want to answer and you could tell he was nervous because I literally could hear his heart pounding out of his chest. He told me last time was like a few months ago. I said no, that’s not true… tell me the honest truth. He said he did today while at work in bathroom. I’ve been struggling so much with insecurities and body image- so this really has hurt me and made me feel like everything I feel is true. I’m not good enough. Will he ever stop?